史茵茵 – 在呼召我之處 (國/台 – 大衛帳幕的榮耀7 恢復榮耀)
Dear Heidi stole my dream!
She said today and I remembered, that she has always wanted to become a martyr!
Heidi: “I think I’ll still become a martyr someday!" (happily, yay!!)
I’ve wanted that since I was 16 when I came to know Jesus (yay! But a little scared.. ="= )
I’ve had two dreams where I was going to be martyred
One is my Long Vacation dream, the other one last year about being in a Muslim country
But at the end, I was saved seconds before, just like in the movies
And now somehow I think God won’t let me die a martyr
I’ve learned sometimes it’s harder to live for the Lord
Sometimes you need more courage to dedicate every single day
To die is a second of glory, to live is a life of daily consecration
Learn to die to myself to the little things in life, then I can really know what it means to give my life away
Heidi.. you stole my dream.. ! !
Let me learn to live for the Lord
And maybe someday
I will still become a martyr!!
That day I’ll dream again
But I will not wake up this time on earth
But in Gloryland, heavenly green pasture by heavenly blue river of life, golden sunshine dazzling to my eyes, the sound of birds chirping and piano I hear in the background
Pure peace and joy, forever and forevermore
I’ll die no more
And the One I’ve loved and died each day of my life stood there a distance, not too far, not too close
We walked towards each other, slowly and with a little smile on our faces
(Romance dramas owe their copyright to Heaven)
There’s only a short path between us, it seemed like a thousand steps but also like a few steps at the same time
Face to face, finally
And I want you to know this day
You can come again and take me in the twinkling of an eye anytime
You know I meant it, “anytime", I don’t need to capitalize the letters : )
In my two martyr dreams, I closed my eyes, with a smile on my face, time stopped, peace unspeakable and full of glory
So as for today
As of this moment and now…
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